Now, still a young woman, Hornbacher tells the story that until recently she had no idea was hers to tell: that of her life with Type I ultra-rapid-cycle bipolar disorder, the most severe form of bipolar disease. In Madness, Hornbacher relates that bipolar can spawn eating disorders, substance abuse, promiscuity, and self-mutilation, and that for too long these symptoms have masked, for many of the three million people in America with bipolar, their underlying illness. Through scenes of astonishing visceral and emotional power, she takes us inside her own desperate attempts to counteract violently careening mood swings. How Hornbacher fights her way up from a madness that all but destroys her, and what it is like to live in a difficult and sometimes beautiful life and marriage—where bipolar always beckons—is at the center of this brave and heart-stopping memoir. Hornbacher is so gifted a writer that I was more than willing to go along for the ride. Followers of Wasted…will clamor for this.
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Gronos English Choose a language for shopping. By reflecting her mirror image to readers she showed them that she was similar to what they see in their own maeness, and inspired some to recover.
Marya pronounced MAR-ya Hornbacher is an incredible writer and I was constantly amazed at the idea that she could hold together the life she did and be a successful writer while struggling so desperately with this overwhelming illness. I like this book because it is honest and tells the tale of what it is like to live with this demon on your back.
Customers who bought this item also bought. You plead for it to stop. Hornbacher doesn By her early 20s Marya Hornbacher had written and published a memoir about living with and beginning to recover from anorexia and bulimia. Rather, it came after years and years of cycling through incessant mania and debilitating depression.
Follow the Author Her manic states brought about an incredible euphoria, one that produced unusual bursts of energy and impulsivity and spawned an excessive work ethic that had her sleeping just a few hours every day.
I found myself alternately hyper, tense, shaky, queasy, and so very sad. This book scared me. Houghton Mifflin Harcourt Language: I am not sure whether we would be where we are today if I did not read it. She cannot do her P. Real life is messy, and so is the book. A Memoir hornbwcher Moods and Madness. Just a moment while we sign you in to your Goodreads account. Withoutabox Submit to Film Festivals. Hornbacher also has a beautiful grasp on the vernacular.
Amazon Rapids Fun stories for kids on the go. We follow her to the emergency room and the hospital, where she marness manages to talk herself out of being committed.
Kindle Edition Verified Purchase. The Best Books of Wasted helped readers with bulimia and anorexia to perceive themselves in new ways. So when I saw this book it immediately piqued my interest. Jun 13, tee rated it liked it Shelves: I need a Valium to soothe my frazzled nerves from reading this book. When you have bipolar or have a significant other suffering from the same disorder, things get grim really, really fast.
Madness: A Bipolar Life
Galkis Madness by Marya Hornbacher I can hear my thoughts zipping and whistling through my head, and see them snap and sizzle in streaking red lines on a complex grid that was designed by God and given to me personally; I am a millionaire high-society lady and should be treated with the utmost respect due to my superior station; my car can fly. Madness is impossible to put down. Once she was in school, other children called her crazy. She was a monster. What if these people damage ME beyond repair.? I stagger around my flat, completely unaware that Hornbachrr am quickly crossing the line from binge drinker to alcoholic.